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Some do drugs, some drink alcohol, some smoke, some eat excessively, some do not eat at all, some yell, someone stares at the sea.

I listen to hurt (by Nine Inch Nails).

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt